I ramble a lot about things that might be important to me but not necessarily to you. Read at your own risk.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Why the Royal Wedding is Awesome
Anyway, I've been seeing a lot of hate re: William and Kate's wedding and I'm sick of it. No, they're not our royalty, selfish Americans, but have you forgotten that our country started off as a British colony? And in more modern times, Britain has consistently been an American ally. Besides, people all over the world pay attention to our so-called "important" news and political events. The least we can do is give them the same courtesy.
Now, I know from creeping on Facebook that people are pissed that Lifetime bumped two shows on Easter about the American military to show a documentary about the wedding. And I agree that that's crap. I have zero interest in watching a show about an event that hasn't even happened yet. That wasn't a good choice on their part, especially not a holiday when so many American families are without one or more of their members because they're deployed. What irritates me are the people who are complaining that the press is making a big deal about William and Kate's wedding. Guess what: It is a big deal!
I realize most people who read this are too young to have watched Charles and Diana's wedding, since it happened before I was born. I assure you, that the same hullabaloo happened then that's happening now. And that was a wedding between two people who didn't even like each other that much! By the time Harry was born, they downright hated each other and Charles was cheating on Diana with Camilla. William and Kate are so different. For one thing, they're older. When Diana got married, she had just turned 20! I don't know about you, but when I was 20, I thought my life would be very different than how it's turned out. Not that there's anything wrong with being young and getting married, but Charles and Diana only dated for six months before they got engaged. William and Kate have been dating since 2001 (with a brief break in 2007). I think it's safe to say that they know each other well. Plus, they're actually in love. Shocking, right? People who are in love get married every day. Princes get married every once in awhile. Princes in love rarely get married.
Even if you don't DVR the wedding (I'm assuming that no one is waking up at 4 AM to watch it live), I at least ask that you be supportive of the marriage. England needs something good to cheer for. Look at the last 100some years of their monarchy. It's filled with scandals and hush hush stories pushed under their rug. We've had our shining moments in America, now it's time for England's turn.
~ Christine
Sunday, May 2, 2010
I'm making up for yesterday's short post...
You may notice that this isn't in the usual black and white color scheme. I wrote this particular NAUGHTY HAIKU at Jackie's house last night at approximately 1:30 AM. Different words, different phrases, I had a good time. I'm not entirely sure what the bit about being a bigger boat is really getting at... maybe it's a reference to being the town bicycle? Go sniff some glue after smoking some feelings and let me know!Wednesday, March 17, 2010
oodles of babies!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
two peas in a pod
My All-Time Favorite TV Couples! (In no particular order)
1. Casey and Cappie - Greek
They are just too friggin cute together! I think it'll be interesting to see if/how they've changed when Greek comes back in a couple of months. We've heard all about them dating freshmen year, but all we've seen so far is the random hook-up. Good stuff.2. Jesse and Rebecca - Full House
I'm going to give these two the "Hottest Couple" award. If anyone can look gorgeous in shoulder pads, it's Lori Loughlin. And John Stamos... oh baby!3. Monica and Chandler - Friends
Last year when I watched all 10 seasons of Friends (pause for applause...) I always liked these two better than Rachel and Ross. Plus Chandler's good for a laugh and Monica reminds me of myself sometimes.
4. McGee and Abby - NCIS

I'm giving them the "Cutest Geeky Couple" award. Even though they aren't together right now on NCIS, they dated early on, and there's still some hardcore chemistry (read: jealousy) between them!
5. Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar - 18 Kids and Counting

These two are the happiest people I've never met! And they're actual people, not just actors! I really wonder how they stay sane with 18 kids (and counting, haha!) but I think the answer to that question is that they have 18 kids. Bow chicka wow wow.

I have loved Jim and Pam from the first time I watched The Office many moons ago. Thankfully, it would seem that their wedding hasn't caused the fantastic dynamic between office-mates to change too much. Although as of late, Pam has become more and more annoying in my opinion. Yes, your boss dating your mother is weird, but they are both adults, so get over it. And for someone who's 6 months pregnant on the show, she really doesn't look it at all. But you know, I still love them as a couple.

Again, another couple I've loved since the beginning of the show. They clearly bring out the best of each other, even though no one would think to pair scruffy Luke with quirky Lorelai. Thankfully, even after they broke off their engagement and spent most of the seventh season apart, they rekindled their love in the very last episode of the show.
There you have it. I know seven is a weird number, but I couldn't think of anyone else. Jon and Kate Gosselin used to make this list, but considering they're getting divorced and Jon has become the scum of the world, they don't really count. Kate might make my fabulous females list though. Hmmm... maybe that'll be my next list! Hooray for new ideas!
~Christine
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
adventures in bunny-sitting
1. I don't have to work today - hooray!
2. I believe I ate something yucky at Bob Evans yesterday, leaving me with a tummyache today and zero desire to do anything.
3. Back in August, we called the asphalt guys to come out and resurface our driveway. Guess when they finally decided to show up! Today!
4. It's cold out, even for bunnies. So we moved Rosie into the garage for winter a few days ago.
5. Outside our garage is our driveway (duh) which now smells very strongly of fresh asphalt. The smell wafted into our garage, which is now Rosie's home. So we've moved her inside so the smell doesn't bother her.
So here I am, hanging out with my bunny-niece. She's pretty freaking adorable. I've already taken lots of pictures, and a vew videos too. She started licking me earlier, so I grabbed my videocamera with my free hand (unfortunately it was my left) and started filming.
What does it mean when a bunny licks your hand? She seems to be getting a big kick out of this!
Ahhh, too distracted to keep writing... I'll probably write another NCIS entry tonight.
~Christine
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
stream of consciousness: NCIS edition
- Star Wars?
- My mom doesn't understand what strippers do...
- Filmore? Who the hell is she??
- I already don't like her.
- HOORAY!! She's outta here.
- Tony's good for something... annoying people.
- Ziva lies. She's so not fine.
- Exploding chisel? Nah, not her style.
- That's a lot of verys.
- Oh noes! Fight for her, Gibbs!
- Good Gibbs. :)
- Oh, yeah. Talk to Tony!
- Strippers have managers?
- ROTFL @ McGee's face with the business card
- Bald guys
- There's a scientific term for razor burn?
- Auctioneers have a school?
- Oh man, McGee really is a sidekick.
- This is awkward.
- Oh nooooes.... so not a McZiva fan!
- Hey, where's Abby?
- Ziva's a grownup. She doesn't need to ask her daddy's permission.
- Oh I guess she does...
- Damaged goods. Ouch.
- This guy sounds pretentious.
- Haha, oh Tony. Everyone wakes up wishing to be a prime suspect in a murder investigation.
- I bet she slept with her boss.
- FINISH A SENTENCE!
- Palmer= Lame Duck
- Ducky= Pimp Duck
- Still no Abby. :(
- I wish David McCallum was my grandpa.
- Oh McGee... you're a nerd.
- Gibbs is behind you.
- Angry Gibbs!
- McGee also looks confused by the strippers.
- Damn, McGee really did get skinny. Guess he gave up the Doritos again.
- Hi Ziva!
- That's right, run away to your Nutter Butter!
- Wow, could cut the tension with a knife.
- Uh oh... here comes the Abby moment.
- I'm scared for Ziva.
- Oh that is NOT a good face.
- HO MAN AM I SCARED FOR ZIVA.
- Fear the wrath of Abby!
- Tony: 1 Ziva: zilch
- Awww... hug time!
- LOL @ the sign
- I've got Seoul. :D
- HOORAY! Come back Ziva!
- Sign it Gibbs...
- Who the hell cares about Eli??
- Good Gibbs... we need Ziva.
- Bad move, McGee. McBlabbermouth.
- Tony called McGee Tim?
- Since when does Tony shoot lefthanded?
- Where did McGee go?
- Tony's a celebrity?
- They were tricked!
- Oh Tony... drama king.
- He made a sound like a puppy when Gibbs slapped him
- Sad Zee-vah.
- More awkwardness.
- How often do we see just McGee and Ziva? This is freaking me out.
- Good McGee, cut to the chase.
- McGee= Yahweh
- Tony runs funny when he has to pee.
- Swirlies?
- Gibbs is so mean to Tony... love it.
- HE SINGS WHEN HE PEES?!?!
- Ziva doesn't understand the concept of a men's room.
- Why don't we see the women's room?
- Warm and fuzzy Tiva moment!
- She trusts the wrong people a lot...
- Uhh... what? He's a cop... you should have kissed her back, dummy!
- McSidekick. Love it.
- Creepy...
- Trace it, McGee!
- They always say to come alone... but they never do.
- That's a crappy phone.
- Eww... homeless guy.
- Welp. He's dead.
- Now Gibbs has AIDS.
- Way to state the obvious, Gibbs
- Is McGee allergic to autopsy?
- OMG IT'S THE SHITTY COLOGNE!
- Shaving what? Your eyebrow?
- Why would they take a plane?
- Club Pubis? Gross!
- McGee looked at Abby like she was speaking loooove
- Ugh, irritating Brit.
- Elena looks familiar... I wonder who the actress is.
- McProof! This is full of goodies!
- Aww, they look so happy arresting her!
- Don't hesitate Gibbs!
- I wonder how many times they're going to show the clip of Ziva shooting Ari...
- He's her HALF-brother... and you were okay with this for a really long time Gibbs!
- Good Ziva.
- AWWWW!! Daddy Gibbs!
- Now hug her!
- I still say Vance reminds me of Obama.
- Awkward.
- McRomeo! ANOTHER ONE!
- Ziva's here... and bearing an Easter lily?
- YAAAY!
- WTF is up with the music at the end? Sounds like the theme if NCIS was a kid's show on PBS.
- Blogs and dogs next week? WOO HOO!
Okay, that's all for now. Time to write!
~ Christine
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
*blink*
Lorraine Marie O'Donnell
O'DONNELL Lorraine Marie O'Donnell, age 84, of Grove City, passed away Friday, July 17, 2009 at Riverside Methodist Hospital. Lorraine was a member of Bethel Lutheran Church, and was a well known piano teacher in Grove City. She worked in Washington D.C. for the Navy Dept. during WW II. She cherished her role as a loving wife, mother and grandmother. Preceded in death by her daughter Bridget A. O'Donnell. Lorraine was survived by her husband of 52 years, Neil O'Donnell; son, Tim (Sue) O'Donnell; daughters, Erin (Dan) Stout and Amy Brotherton; brother, John Nigon; and her grandchildren, Amanda and Danny Stout, Megan, Emily and Katie Brotherton, Christine, Mike and Katie O'Donnell; nieces, nephews and dear friends. Friends may visit on Sunday from 2-5 p.m. at THE SPENCE-MILLER FUNERAL HOME, 2697 Columbus St., Grove City. Funeral service will be held 11 a.m. Monday at Bethel Lutheran Church, 4501 Hoover Rd., Grove City. Pastor Peter Ray officiating. Interment Concord Cemetery. Memorial contributions may be made to Bethel Lutheran Church in Lorraine's memory. Online guestbook at http://www.spencemillerfuneralhome.com/
Okay, now that that's over with... just when you think things couldn't get any worse, they probably will. Remember that.
Monday evening after we came home from Nana's funeral, we got a call from my Grandma saying that my Grandpa had fallen down the basement stairs and was unconscious. Presently, he's in the ICU with a broken neck. The good news is that he didn't have a stroke like the originally suspected. The bad news is that he broke the top two vertebrae in his neck, and things aren't looking good for him to be mobile again. It's not impossible, but at his age, it's unlikely. He's got a huge gash in his head, and he's on a ventilator. Needless to say, things are pretty tense in my family right now. So again, if you're a praying person, please pray for us. And if you're not... think good thoughts.
Throughout all of this, I almost forgot the REALLY good news! Bill got the job in Dayton! Yaaay! I really am happy for him, but I'm not doing well with feelings right now, and if I wasn't so upset about everything else, I'm sure I'd be much happier. There are only so many feelings a girl can handle at once.
Did you know that you can hurt your eyes from crying too much? I've experienced it firsthand. Thankfully, I haven't cried yet today, but I said that yesterday and then I came home from visting Grandpa in the hospital and I sobbed for a good ten minutes. I'm tired all the time. Not even kidding, all I've done since 12:15 today is watch NCIS. Thanks to Katie, it's my new obsession. It's actually a pretty strange show for someone who's just buried a grandmother to enjoy so much... about every case involves a dead person. But somehow, it's helping me. It's so involved and intense that it keeps my mind off of things. It's also helpful that I've developed a bit of a crush of McGee. It's that whole hot nerd computer thing. Reminds me of Bill. I'm watching the episodes online in order, but there's been a marathon on USA all day today. It's like a double dose!
I need to eat... I haven't had an appetite yet, but I still get queasy if I don't eat.
- Christine
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
loverrrrr(s)
I love a good singing male voice. But it has to be good. Not just an "Oh, I love him and he's singing to me, which is sweet, so that makes it good." NOPE. Call me a musical snob, but that doesn't count. I want a genuinely good, preferrably classically trained voice. Once upon a time, an ex-boyfriend sang to me a song he had written for me. This falls under the category of things that SOUND romantic and sweet, but in actuality, are incredibly uncomfortable.
Anyway, after using iTunes for almost 4 years, I'm finally going through and rating my music, all 5354 songs of it! It's taking forever, but in the meantime, I'm rediscovering music I had forgotten about. Plus I'm getting good ideas for playlists I want to make once I'm done rating.
Through this process, I've discovered Michael and Josh, and the three of us are getting along quite swimmingly. Though they're no Bill, together they make a halfway decent substitute for when I'm feeling lonely. Which right now, is a lot. I told Bill the other day at Graeter's that I would probably be the worst Army wife in the world because everytime he leaves, I shut down emotionally. Either I start to pull away before he even leaves so I don't have to deal with the pain, or I sob uncontrollably. In both situations, it's not healthy, and definately something I couldn't deal with on a regular basis. It hasn't even been a full year yet of being long distance and I can't stand it. I quite honestly don't know how military spouses do it. So kudos to them for being much stronger than I am!
So I can't stand the girl living in the room next to me. I don't even know who she is, but she's a little diva and I can't handle her. She keeps knocking on my closet at night or in the mornings when I have the TV on, and it's completely unjustified. I really don't have the TV on loud at all, and besides, it's a DORM. Not the Hyatt. It's going to be a little noisy. So suck it up and deal with it. Besides... there have been louder noises coming from my room!
I meant my music... what were YOU thinking? Pervs... haha.
Anyway, I'm plotting my revenge on her. I plan on leaving my TV on all weekend when I'm gone, so that there's no one around to turn it down when she raps on the wall. Mwhahaha. Last night I was watching Frasier, and she knocked, so I turned it down. THEN THE BITCH KNOCKED AGAIN. So I turned it down again, and then I realized it was now so quiet that I couldn't hear it anymore, so I just gave up and turned it off. This kind of stuff has been going on all summer. Once she knocked when I was blow drying my hair in the morning before work. HELLO, it's a blowdryer! What does the girl expect? I'm SERIOUSLY suprised she didn't knock all weekend... I mean... yeah. So now I just need to find the most obnoxious TV channel to leave my TV on when I leave Friday morning. I'm thinking either MTV or VH1. And if the bia knocks again, I'm just going to knock back. In triplets. Suck on that!
~ Christine
Sunday, July 12, 2009
guac makes me sleepy
Let's see... my time at UD is coming to an end. I'm kinda bummed. It seems like my end of my college life is anticlimatic. Don't get me wrong, I fully intend on crying when I leave for good. Maybe it's because I'm not sure when I have to move... again. I'm starting to think that I'm cursed. Anyway, moving home is going to be weird. I have so much stuff! I'm not ready to bring all of my "college stuff" home and mix it in with my "home stuff". Hopefully my time at home will be short and I'll find a job somewhere soon!
Good news! Bill has a second interview with the Dayton/Troy HFH affiliate and he has an interview with the Cleveland HFH affiliate! I'm not sure if it was the praying, or the rabbit's feet, but it worked! Whatever you did, keep it up! Hopefully he gets one of these jobs.
Speaking of Bill, it's his last night here and we're watching his movie right now (later comes my movie!) so I better get going!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
sorry, survey
Good news! My rose plant that I got from Bill for Valentine's day is making a comeback! I bought it some super awesome plant food when Erin and I went shopping for Mo's birthday plant a couple of weeks ago, and it's turning greener now. Still some dead/dying bits of it, but the part that's alive looks amost normal again.
I have an hour until work, and since my direct deposit paycheck thing didn't work this pay period, I didn't go to the store to buy The Sims 3 yet. So I'm awake and bored. Naturally, the best way to cure boredom is to fill out a pointless survey about myself. UGH! So clearly, I copied this from... somewhere, and it's one of those supid surveys where there are large chunks of numbers mising. So either the person answering before me didn't like some of the questions, or the person making it can't count. Fantastic.
My Life In 200 Questions
200. My middle name is: Marie
199. I was born in: 1987
198. I am really: hungry, I'm waiting to eat at work
197. My cell phone company is: Verizon
196. My eye color is: brown
194. My ring size is: 7
193. My height is: 5'7"
192. I am allergic to: penicillin, grass, trees, dander, mold, cat litter, pollen, and possibly the cheese that they use at Milano's, I think it's ricotta
191. I was born: as a splotchy baby!
190. I am annoyed by: bitches
189. Last book you read: Marley & Me
188. My bed is: big, for once!
187: One thing you hate about yourself: I get angry a lot
179. My favorite holiday is: Christmas
177. The last cd I bought was: The Veronicas
175. Are you living at home? nope
174. Do you have any siblings: cha... Katiekins and Mikey!
173. Are your parents divorced: nope
170. What did you do today: woke up, weighed myself, went to the bathroom, weighed myself again, checked email, wrote email, changed things on my twitter, got on facebook, ate a banana, creeped on facebook, now I'm here!
::I Believe In:::
142. Love at first sight: nope
141. Good Luck: yes
140. Fate: yes
139. Yourself: sometimes
138. Aliens: nope
137. Heaven: yes
136.The boogie man: do I believe that there are creepy men? yes
135. Ghosts: yes
134. Horoscopes: nope, but they're still fun to read!
133. Soul mates: yes
:::Which is Better:::
129. Hugs or Kisses: it depends, sometimes I just really need a hug
127. Phone or Online: online with webcam!
125. Blondes or Brunettes: I think it's weird to call boys with brown hair brunettes, but yes, brown haired boys
124. Hot or cold: cold *sings Katy Perry*
123. Summer or winter: summer
122. Fall or Spring: spring
121. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
120. Night or Day: day
119. Oranges or Apples: apples
118. Curly or Straight hair: curly
116. Abortion: I'm pro-life
115. Backstabbers: worse than your run-of-the-mill bitch
Last time:
114. Had food? an hour ago
101. Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: I saw Liz and Jackie and Annie on Saturday!
100. Cried in front of someone: when I moved out of ArtStreet... who knew that I would cry, it's not like I liked living there!
90. Who is the ditziest person you know: Ashley, hands down, but I love her for it
87. The last movie I saw: Fool's Gold
82. What I don't understand is: why fat women are attractive to some guys
76. Something I always really miss is: marching band. and figure skating.
75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most is: Seeing Bill in a month!
74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: Reunion Weekend...
73. Tomorrow: I have work, and then class
72. Today: I have work, and then homework
71. Next Summer: holy crap, I'm not even sure what I'll be doing in 2 months!
70. Next Weekend: is Reunion Weekend
67. People call me: Tine, Teeny, Stine Bean, Christinabelle (thanks Dad), Ging, Stine
60. The most difficult thing to do is: give up on something you believed in
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope
55. The first person i talked to today was: no one... actually I don't think I've spoken since I woke up
54. First time you had a crush: Cabot Rea... I was 3. Foxy news anchor!
53. The one person who i can't hide things from: I hide something from everyone, but Bill's probably the hardest
52. Last time someone said something you were thinking: yesterday... Ashley knows what's in my head... she's a psych major!
53. Right now im talking to? no one
50. What is your dream job? be a mom
49. First real job: Atlanta Bread Company
48. I have/will have a job at: Marianist Hall
47. I have these pets: Princess FooFoo
46. I wish: I knew what I was doing in August
45. The worst sound in the world: car accidents
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: me, I bring a lot of it on myself
43. Best sound in the world: Bill's voice
41. Do you like video games? certain ones
39. Something that makes you happy: being with Bill
35. Florida or Hawaii: Hawaii (isn't this in the wrong section?)
33. My favorite piece of clothing: my new Reef flip flops
31. Last time I cried: a month ago
30. My friends: are amazing, even though they're scattered
29. My computer is: beautiful!!
28. The school I go to is: UD
27. Last person I got mad at is: Bill
22. The all-time best movie is: Beauty and the Beast.... or Apollo 13
21. The all-time best feeling in the world is: being held
17. I lose all respect for people who: are dishonest
16. The movie I cried at was: We Are Marshall never fails to get me
14. TV channels you watch: TLC, E!, MTV, VH1, Discovery, Lifetime
13. Favorite web site: people.com
12. I like/love: this is a dumb question. Liking and loving are two separate things!
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: when I was hospitalized my senior year
10. My favorite word is: amazing. or fuck.
9. My room is: big, for the first time since sophomore year!
8. My favorite celebrity is: I can't pick just one!
5. My weakness is: food
4. What I first notice about the opposite sex is? hair
3. Who broke your heart? I don't think I've ever been truly heartbroken... but maybe Kevin
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: buying things
1. One person that you wish you could see right now: Bill
Okay, so now I have half an hour until work, which means I really need to get ready. Peace out!
~ Christine
Monday, June 8, 2009
shiny pretty things
Speaking of love, yet again I am a bad girlfriend, for I have neglected to tell what my anniversary/graduation present was from Bill. Partially because I've really enjoyed keeping it all to myself for the last week, partially because I didn't think it was appropriate to lump Captain Hook in the same entry as Bill. Anyway, I got a heart-shaped puzzle box. Exhibit A:
Those were the days. At least I have Bill!
- Christine
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Food in a Cup = FIAC
1. Easy Mac

Oh so delectable, Easy Mac became even easier by including the needed bowl in order to make it. Plus, there's an incredible variety of flavors! Just today, I learned that there's a mexican/taco flavor.
2. Stove Top Stuffing Cups
Stuffing is on my top 10 list of favorite foods, but until this fall, I could only eat it at Thanksgiving when ma momma makes it. BUT NOW all it takes is a splash of water and 45 seconds in the microwave, and voila! Instant stuffing! I vote for mashed potatoes and gravy in cups as well.3. Pudding/jello

It's basically the same thing, so you're getting one pic. Imagine the chocolate parts are really tropical fruit colors and it's Jello. Anyway, this is a classic FIAC (food in a cup), my hunch is that it was the pioneer FIAC. A zillion years later, it's still low cal and yummy.
4. PearsCall me an old lady, but these are just the handiest little fruit servings ever! I buy them compulsively, and then don't eat them, so endorsing them probably wouldn't be the best thing. However, on the occasion that I'm craving fruit and I ran out of bananas, they do the trick
5. Healthy Choice Fresh Mixers
Okay, okay. So I know this isn't technically a cup, it's more of a bowl. However, it's amazing, so I'm going to count it. It doesn't need to be refrigerated, and it's one of the tastiest FIAC I've come across. Healthy Choice in general is becoming one of my favorite food brands, since I'm trying to less of a fat kid. I'm a fan of the mixer pictured, Southwestern Style Chicken, and of their Sweet and Sour Chicken. Mmm... chicken.
There you have it. My favorite FIAC. So all you poor college students, or anyone who doesn't have a fridge, but has a microwave, go crazy the next time you go grocery shopping!
In other news, I'm a bad girlfriend. I have now forgotten two days in a row to mention that Tuesday was my 1 year anniversary with Bill! It seems kinda crazy that it's been a whole year. Anyway, happy belated anniversary (hey, at least I told him over the phone!) to Billfriend and I!
~ Christine
Monday, May 11, 2009
1-2-3-4
So, I pseudo-graduated! AND even more exciting, I made the Dean's list! My last semester of college and I FINALLY made it! YAY! Graduation was fun, but stressful. I kind of want to do it again so I would really remember the emotions attached to it. I was entirely too preoccupied with being at the right place at the right time, and saying the right things, and looking right, et cetera. I did a good job of keeping myself composed, except when I was with Bill. I've heard it said that people tend to take out their bad feelings on the person they love the most because there isn't a risk of losing that person. Unfortunately, that person is Bill for me, and he got to experience all kinds of bitch. Sorry about that. I really did try, but let's face it: if I kept things bottled up all day instead of releasing steam as the day goes on, all kinds of bad things would have happened. Once my family left, and once Jen left (which was probably the second hardest goodbye I've ever had to say), I calmed down a lot. Bill and I watched Twilight, during which I fell asleep, and then we went on a two hour walk through Oakwood late at night. It was so nice to just walk and talk and not deal with computers and web cams and time differences. We could talk to each other and hold hands and look at all the pretty houses that I will never be able to afford. I can't even think of a word that covers it because perfect just seems too mundane.
I'm presently in love with 1, 2, 3, 4 by The Plain White T's. It's pretty much my life and I love it.
Sorry I'm being so completely mushy and cute, I can't help it. The day that I won't have to deal with stupid long distance crap is getting closer and closer, and even though that day isn't a date yet, I know it will be.
I've been making some stupid mistakes lately. First, I missed my last final. Whoops. Luckily the professor let me make it up that afternoon. Then, I double booked my two summer classes because one of them was an online class and there were these mandatory webconferences. Well, during the school year, you only have to do 4 of the 8, but during the summer you have to do all 8. So 4 of the 8 were during my English Lit class, and without those 4, the highest grade I could have gotten was a D. NOT ACCEPTABLE. I had to drop it, my professor basically told me. But on the bright side, I was able to get into the online version of Philosophy of Music, which is the class I'm actually required to take. And I'm pretty psyched for it.
This is getting wordy. I'm gonna go and talk to Bill. Not Billy, Bill. <3
~ Christine
Friday, April 24, 2009
smoochy
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair and blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tongue ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who i had just met.
who was homosexual or bisexual.
who i didn't really want to kiss.
who didn’t really want to kiss me.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who had a tattoo.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.
in a bathroom.
on a roof.
whose name i didn't know.
for money.
wearing little or nothing.
while i was drunk.
to make someone else jealous.
the friend of a sibling.
with glasses.
that you thought was someone else.
Legit entry to come later...
~ Christine
Sunday, April 19, 2009
ch-ch-ch-changes
Today is my last Symphonic Wind Ensemble concert. As much as some people hate SWE and can't stand Dr. Reynolds (myself included sometimes), this concert is going to be really sad for me. Somehow, SWE is the one and only thing I've stuck with all four years of college, and in many ways, it's made me more of a musician than lessons with Gilley ever did. It's going to be a little sad to have to leave the ensemble. I'm really hoping that wherever I end up next year, I'll still be able to play in a community band or something. I really love being in ensembles, I just don't like playing solos and taking flute lessons. Maybe if I had started taking lessons when I started playing in 4th grade I would have liked it a little more. In any case, having my last SWE concert is just another step in leaving UD. Sad day.
~ Christine
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
scared
My relationship is the next thing to be afraid of. I'm about to take a leap of faith by moving away from my friends and family, and NOW Bill has decided that he's not sure he wants me to move to Denver. Everything I've done since last July when I decided to change my major has been so we could be together, and now he's decided that he's afraid of committment. Really, after dating Laura for 4 1/2 years and after dating me for almost a year, you're afraid of commitment? That doesn't quite add up. I'm so scared to move away from everyone, and all I wanted was a little bit of support from him, and now that I'm not getting that, why would I move to Denver? I'm not wanted. Why keep a relationship long distance when it has the possibility to become a "regular" relationship? I've always been one to do whatever it takes to follow my dreams, but this is the first time my dream has turned me down. I'm not asking for marriage, I just wanted to be near him so we could see if we could work close distance for longer than just 3 months. That's all I want right now. I would follow him to the ends of the Earth if he wanted me to. All he has to do is take me by the hand and give me a path to follow.
- Christine
Thursday, April 9, 2009
I love airports! (sometimes)
Anyway, I had an awesome time in Denver with Bill. This trip was a little less tourist activities, which was nice. We went up to Estes Park for a day and a half, and that was great to get out of the city for a bit. I took some amazing pictures of nature things up there. I'll post some pictures here, but they'll all be up on Facebook in short order, since all 4 of you who follow this are also my friends on Facebook.
Hmmm... change of plans. The whole posting pictures thing doesn't seem to be working too well with a crappy internet connection. I guess you'll have to look on Facebook. Maybe the crappy internet will let me post to Facebook? We'll see... I still have awhile before my flight leaves!
- Christine
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
getmeouttahere!
In other news, what happened to that awful worm that was supposed to infect all those computers? Didn't get mine, thank goodness. I don't have much stuff backed up, but I guess that would be a big sign that I need to get a new lappy.
I think I'm going to order Chipotle for dinner. It's been since Saturday! I deserve it.
I'm not a fan of the newest Facebook revision. It's very confusing and I keep seeing people write what they mean to write on a friend's wall as their status update, haha.
Just three more days until I see Bill! HOORAY!! Even though this has been the shortest time apart since we started this long-distance ridiculousness, I miss him more this time than I have before. It must be love!
~ Christine
Thursday, March 19, 2009
achoo
I'm attempting to eat a little bit healthier. I don't want to be constantly battling myself my whole life, and I figure that now while I'm younger, I have a better chance of getting myself back in shape. I presently have a 24 pack of Diet Coke in my room, and when it's gone, I'm not buying more. I don't need anything else to puff me up! Hopefully I'll be able to start working out soon... my knee hasn't been as bad today, but there are plenty other body parts that can try to rebel on me.
I'm at a bit of a crossroads in my life right now. I'm really afraid to move away from my family, but I don't want to be far away from Bill either. I just don't see the point in me finding a job in Denver, moving me and all my crap out there, and then in another year having to pack it all up and move back to Dayton when Bill goes back to school. Then I'd have to find another job and another place to live! It just doesn't make any sense. Ideally, what I want to have happen is for Bill to move to Dayton now and work and then go to school 2nd semester, and then I wouldn't have to move all over the place. But he doesn't think he'll get a job in Dayton, and the Americorps thing is a guarantee. But where's my guarantee?? Let's say I move to Denver, get a job and a place to live and then Bill breaks up with me. Then what do I do? I'd be in a strange city with no friends and no family and no boyfriend. He hasn't even told me he loves me yet. I just don't feel comfortable throwing away my life for someone who doesn't love me.
But here's the catch: I love him so much it hurts to not be with him. :-(
~ Christine
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
it's a love story, baby just say yes
I kinda feel like I'm losing my friends from home. No one's come to visit me at school since freshman year and it hurts a little. I keep getting told that I'll be visited someday, but when it comes to their priorities, I'm always really low on the list. I know people can grow apart when they get older, but I never thought that it would happen to us. It's scary because when I think of girls who I would want to be my bridesmaids someday, the list is getting shorter and shorter.
Taylor Swift is starting to grow on me. Ashley would be so happy. My sister keeps making fun of me because I listen to the Jonas Brothers and David Archuleta and Miley Cyrus. Apparently this is something that only 12 year olds do. People my age listen to these artists too though! I think it's an age thing. It's like how when we were that age, no one actually admitted to listening to Avril Lavigne because she was "a poser" and now people think the same thing about Miley Cyrus. I think every generation needs an Avril Lavigne and a Hanson. (JoBro!)
Today is our 6 month anniversary! I'm so excited! I know it seems silly, but when over half of the time you've been dating one of you lives in Dayton and the other lives in Denver, it's exciting to know that you survived the distance. It's an accomplishment. And one month from today, I'll be in Denver and in his arms again! I never thought this day would come. When we first had to leave each other, I thought December seemed like eons away. And now it's just around the corner!
~*tine*~